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he flashed infront of her holding her against the wall by her shouldes. wait theres nothing wrong with you.

"How do you know!? I know their something wrong, everything is always wrong Brandon!" Her tears kept falling and her bottom lip bleeding freely now that drips were hitting her shirt, staining it with blood. "You might say something is wrong with me but I don't believe that....*eyes closed but fisting hands up*THEIR HAS TO BE..i KNOW I'M NOT MYSELF!! I KNOW I'M NOT!!!"

"Even if you say that, why do I still feel so sad and angry!? Why am I acting and breaking down like this!" she kept crying but now sobbing sadly while looking down blood and tears ruining her shirt now. "I don't want to be sad anymore...I just don't..." she still was breaking down crying but slides down the wall but crying whlie hugging her legs with her head down.

She tenses up hearing him say that but she couldn't believe he said that. Hugging her legs more, Mellina shook her head now while crying.

nothing he did worked so he tried to hug her.

"NO! Please don't..I don't want to hurt you...I don't.." she kept crying while looking sad again.

She kept crying while shaking her head no still not wanting to hurt him.

She said nothing but bit her lip hard again or showing she would chew on it.

he kissed her trying to prevent her from biting her lip.

Mellina was sad since she still didn't want to hurt him, trying to get back but couldn't. She just stood still while feeling more tears falling making her eyes closed from trying to stop them. why brandon?....why are you trying to help me when you know it's not going to do...much help for me?..I've been like this during that time?

She tried to not have a mental breakdown but just kept crying, now feeling different.

he continued the kiss trying to help her as much as possible. I love you. and i want you to be happy. no matter what happens.

I don't want to hurt you, brandon.......I don't want to do bad things like years ago when they......NO! you have to let me go...... She slowly grips his shirt while crying more while feeling him kissing her still. Please...I...*still crying* I don't want to hurt you or anyone else.....I........I don't feel well now.......

he stopped and pulled away slowly. im sorry i cant help you anymore.

She kept crying but moves from him, now hating herself before running off sobbing loudly thinking he hated her now.

he let her go and sat where he was thinking of ways to try to help her. she didnt like my kiss... you forced it on her no wonder she hated it... why cant i help her anymore? he thoughts whirled as he tried to think of ideas.

Theo was trying to calm Mellina down seeing her sobbing on the bed, covering her head around her arms. She hated being like this, she hated crying like a weak child and having her breakdowns. Theo sighed, only hoping to do what he could to help her before she did something bad.

Brandon watched sadly from her window wanting to help but not wanting to make her worse like his kiss seemed to.

Theo kept patting her back with his paw as she cried, gripping the bed before looking up. Theo thought she was going to talk. Mellina cried so much, she really didn't feel well, getting sick on herself and floor.

resisting the urge to rush to her side brandon was pained seeing her like this and sent a message to theo. is she going to be okay kitty? joking like he was, calling him "kitty", was a way to keep his desperation in check.

"Very funny, Heh.....but she should be. She only gets like this when she's having her metal breakdowns. Mellina told me about them and she gets him alot at times.." He kept patting her back using his paw but sees her sobbing harder now, getting more sick again on the floor and herself.

but she didnt tell you how to help her... his thoughts wirled again. did i cuase this... did i make it this bad? how do i help her? he instinctively reached for her, his had passing through the window and breaking it. blood flowed but he kept his hand outstretched. the glass still separated them even tho he broke it.