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Mellina looked up quickly but looked around, wondering what that was. Her clothes were ruined but slowly looked at the window, tears falling more seeing him trying to reach to her. Theo was quiet but goes over to the window, about to open it for him.

he held her face in his hand stopping her by shaking his head. its okay you dont have to force yourself... this way i cant hurt you again.

"You didn't hurt me...I hurted myself......*sniffs* I guess your going to leave me no aren't you?" She looked at him sadly while hoping he wouldn't.

he shook his head no not this time. im sorry for my kiss.

"it's okay..." she kept sniffing but just looking down.

"It's okay.." She said while looking at him but still a mess from being sick.

"I-if you want to.." she said looking at her clothes messed up but theo kept by her side.

well first things first lest get you cleaned up. he withdrew so she could open the window.

She still felt tears a little bit but gets up slowly to unlock the window while Theo was going ot help clean up the floor of the mess she made as Mellina backs up.

ok let see. brandon uses his energy to mimic telekenesis and cleans everything she messed up perfectly.

She blinks seeing that but looked quiet, seeing theo jumping on the bed and was looking at the two.

She shook her head no.

"it's kinda hard to explain...I get mental breakdowns at times depending on my mood. It could be either sadness, anger, fear, or other bad things. I just get them at times but I don't know why..*Holding head* It's like I get them before but way back..."

"Hmmmmm, I wonder why? Could it mean something?" Theo said to her but she just kept holding her head looking down. Even mellina didn't know the answer to that one.

"I don't know, I guess so....." She kept covering her face with her hand but thinking. Theo said nothing looking at her but said nothing else.

"Y-yes...I know it's weird but....somehow...I just can't be happy if you leave me or get...k-ki-killed." She looked down but had one hand covering her face but the other was gripping her shirt she actually almost ripped it. Her hand was shaking a bit while looking down.

"I-I never told you about t-this but...I g-get nightmares.....nightmares of you l-leaving me alone...some of them showing you dead or worse..taken away.....*bit lip* I evne try to scream to beg for you to come back...hoping it's not real but it feels like that..*shaking more again looking scared*...I really don't want to be alone again..not again."

"mellina, calm down...we don't need you having another panic attack..just try to calm down." Theo said to her but she just kept looking down, feeling the violent beating of her heart.

Brandon hugged her i promise i wont leave unless everything is in danger. she felt his thoughts drift to monsters his family kept at bay knowing he was the only one who could do it now.

Her eyes still showed some fear of her dreams but she just lowers her head down on his shirt crying again. "but how? the nightmares get worse than that....I see the elders taken you and acutally killing you in front of me...lu forcing me to marry him......even my aunt and uncle laughing seeing they killed you.."

"Wait..you been having these dreams for a while?" Theo asked her but she just kept quiet crying. "Only when I feel fear....it makes me....me want to.." she fisted her hand up crying but Theo looked to see some nail cuts on her wrists, actually think if she was trying to claw out her own blood or something as if bugs were inside of her.

"But...but I....*crying but looked at him*" she didn't wnat to hurt Brandon or anyone but Theo was wondering or hoping she will this time since he's trying to help her.