Elements Meditation 2

"Looks like you got company. I'll talk to ya later okay?"

"Okay." Mellina sees the other her was gone back into her mind while she got up from her chair and goes to answer the door, opening it. "Hello?"

im back. he sighed and told her about everything he read and how he understands her better as a result and how it drives him to help her when ever she wants him to.

Mellina reamined quiet when hearing what he said but then looked down, knowing he's found out. "So I guess you found out about another part of me huh? Well, what you read was all true brandon. I know it sounds insane and crazy but I don't care. I talk to myself all the time before I met you again and now. I couldn't help it. YOu weren't around during that time and they made me go to therapy for some help..." She stops to think but sighes, truning from him. "I got too used to speaking to myself even if others judge me for that, it makes me calm when thinking of the negatives just like thinking and worrying about you back then to now."

"Is this the cutie that your dating? Hmmm, he sure looks cute.."

"This is not a good time, double me. Can we talk later?" she looked at the window but sees that her double or evil side just giggled in her mind.

"Okay, okay. I'll leave you alone but be sure to have fun okay?"

"Oh brother."

he higged her as tight as he could without hurting her. Im so sorry i forgot you Mel-chan... if i could i would have stopped myself from erasing my memory.

Mellina was suprised from him hugging her but said nothing while looking over his shoulder. "It's okay. I thought you did forgot me but that's how things go..I Guess."

im sorry... i really am. i have no idea how to make up for it. a few tears ran from his face before they dried while he sobbed.

SHe saw him crying but hugs him back now, gently wiping off his tears. "come on brandon, please don't cry.."

i cant help it. your so kind to me and all ive done is leave you behind forget about you and end countless lives.

OOC: also he finds it hard to see the good in him he thinks he is like his fathers clan before the samia's met them.

ooc:wow

bic:"It's okay, Brandon. You must have had a reason for that...." she said patting his back.

i didnt i was in a blood rage. he violently shook as the memory burned his conscience.

She said nothing but looked worried when he was shaking violently. Mellina just kept hugging him while feeling worried.

his heart slowed to its fast pace when she held him as she hugged him and he felt better just holding her in his arms.

"It'll be okay brandon...." she said quietly hugging him while rubbing his back gently, trying to keep him calm.

he held on to her wished to never let go. Who do you turn to when youre sad? he was stable-ish now and stil hugging her as close as possible as if he thought she was a dream that was slippping away.

Mellina looked quiet while he asked her that but she just kept hugging him while saying nothing. "......no one. I turn to no one cuz I don't want to worry them about me." she said in a sad tone.

Can you turn to me? so i can help you? he hugged her closer and worried a bit for her.

Mellina said nothing but slowly looks at him, just nodding yes. "Alright..but you sure? I don't want to make you worry about me that bad."

"...Okay." she said but just nods.

ooc:.....I'll be right back. don't log off

OOC: T-T i gotta go too... time isnt with me today im sorry.

ooc:dang....oh well..see you again soon..I guess..*sad*

why are you sad?

OOC: ditto.

ooc:back..but missed you. dang! >.<

bic:"I'm not sad brandon." she said to him.

She nods.