A heavy painfull memory

Subject: Re: A heavy painfull memory Sat Feb 05, 2011 7:03 pm

i dont know.

Subject: Re: A heavy painfull memory Sat Feb 05, 2011 7:25 pm

"brandon please, it's okay..."she said, holding his hand.

Subject: Re: A heavy painfull memory Sat Feb 05, 2011 7:28 pm

he looks down in shame. no its not.

Subject: Re: A heavy painfull memory Sat Feb 05, 2011 8:01 pm

"no, it's not."she said, looking down, holding his hand.

Subject: Re: A heavy painfull memory Sat Feb 05, 2011 8:03 pm

im sorry i dragged you into this.

Subject: Re: A heavy painfull memory Sat Feb 05, 2011 9:12 pm

"It's okay. I'm still going to be by your side, through good or bad."she said, laying her head on his shoulder but holding his hand tighter but not that tight.

Subject: Re: A heavy painfull memory Sat Feb 05, 2011 10:11 pm

Mel-chan... I... i dont know what to say...

Subject: Re: A heavy painfull memory Sat Feb 05, 2011 10:13 pm

"You don't have to say anything...besides, I still love you and would do anything to help you.....even from this."she said still holding his hand but looking at him with a gentle smile.

Subject: Re: A heavy painfull memory Sat Feb 05, 2011 10:24 pm

i dont know if you can help...

Subject: Re: A heavy painfull memory Sat Feb 05, 2011 10:25 pm

"It's not stopping me to at least try."she said but looking at him still.

Subject: Re: A heavy painfull memory Sat Feb 05, 2011 10:28 pm

alright then... but will you be ok?

Subject: Re: A heavy painfull memory Sat Feb 05, 2011 10:34 pm

"Don't worry, I'll be fine."

Subject: Re: A heavy painfull memory Sat Feb 05, 2011 10:42 pm

mel-chan youre lying... he looks into her eyes closely. youre terrified...

Subject: Re: A heavy painfull memory Sat Feb 05, 2011 10:46 pm

"That's why I'm trying not to be. True, i'm scared to almost be sick but I'm not going to freak out."she said looking into his eyes too.

Subject: Re: A heavy painfull memory Sat Feb 05, 2011 10:50 pm

its ok Mel-chan you dont have to help me. im glad you want to but youll freeze up if he come around.

Subject: Re: A heavy painfull memory Sat Feb 05, 2011 10:52 pm

"Brandon please, I want to help...he still scared me true but I don't want you to get hurt. It's not like he's around her now..is he?"she asked.

Subject: Re: A heavy painfull memory Sat Feb 05, 2011 10:55 pm

No he isnt but you will only worry me when he is around becuase i dont know what fear does to you.

Subject: Re: A heavy painfull memory Sat Feb 05, 2011 10:56 pm

she kept quiet while looking down.

"Trust me; you don't want to know."she said looking away from him.

Subject: Re: A heavy painfull memory Sun Feb 06, 2011 11:31 am

yes i do.

Subject: Re: A heavy painfull memory Sun Feb 06, 2011 5:14 pm

"No, you don't."she said, looking nervous.

Subject: Re: A heavy painfull memory Sun Feb 06, 2011 7:16 pm

Mel-chan i need to know. and i want to know.

Subject: Re: A heavy painfull memory Sun Feb 06, 2011 7:43 pm

"no!"she said, making the window crack but she didn't mean to shout.

Subject: Re: A heavy painfull memory Sun Feb 06, 2011 7:44 pm

he remains calm. why not?

Subject: Re: A heavy painfull memory Sun Feb 06, 2011 8:00 pm

"because I'm not myself when I get scared....."she said, about to let his hand go.

Subject: Re: A heavy painfull memory Sun Feb 06, 2011 8:06 pm

that not true. when we are scared our true selve surfac if only for a moment. At least thats what ive been told.

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