Testing days

She kept crying but still trying to ignore his blood as she bit her own lip.

".........*still crying*"

he sighed and looked down, if you tell me... ill let you leave and not follow you if that is your wish.

"No I just...." she didn't know how to say it.

just? just... what? he hugged her closer and for the first time in many months he cried. his tears told her that his heart broke everytime she left or hid her heart from him. and it never recovered fully when it was broke again.

She didn't know what to day but she just looked down still crying.

She kept crying before gripping his shirt that she rips it but looked up at his face but she shows her face sweating, her fangs exposed, and more tears.

He saw her and thought he saw her thirst wanting all his blood. he leaned closer passing that thought to her. is that the case?

She gets up quickly but looked away acutally shaking that he could see but shaking head no. "If I t-told you..you would be angry with me."

he sighed and shook his head. i would not.

"NO!" she turns to walk off but suddenly falls to the ground tired but looked away.

he cuaght her gently but let her go. he didn't want to be around him then he would leave to make it easy for her... he hoped... but secretly he wanted to hold her until she felt perfect and give her attention to help raise her mood. he turned but she saw his tears fall as he walked away.

Mellina wnated to tell him to stop but she lowers her hand before looking away, slowly walking the other way as she held her tears back.

just before he vanished he turned back to look at her but saw her tear and couldn't leave while she was crying. his energy faded but the already build energy needed to be used so he vanished to her side and wiped her tear gently. this is why i can't look back when i leave... i knew i would see a tear... he lifted her in his arms to walk her to her dorm.

"You don't have to walk with me. I'll get it over the crying part but it's hard to do..." she didn't look at him but just kept crying but wipes them off.

but thats not the problem... what is it...? he walked still halfway to her dorm

"Nothing.."

She shook her head no but looked ahead. "What makes you think that? I told you I was fine, Brandon. I have to fight things on my own, I can't have anyone babying me. Isn't that what Inglet said?"

the thirst isnt something you can fight alone yet... even i cant... he looked down you have the symptoms... and that was what he said... but being married means you can't fight alone you don't need to fight alone becuase you have a companion to share the burden.

"Did he tell you that too? I just don't want to get you hurt or hurt you. *sweating* that's why I been trying to fight this myself. I couldn't even let you come near me cuz I was worried."Mellina looked ahead while walking with him but gets to her dorm but smells her own blood from inside.

"Really brandon, i'm fine.." she stops at her dorm door before opening the door and walks in before she sees theo trying to scrub off her blood she spilled a few times but the smell was still in the air. "Theo? what are you doing?" "Cleaning up your bloody mess, Mellina. You are starting to worry me again."

"Oh, sorry theo."

"*Sighs* It's alright but try to stop. This is getting worse and I'm starting to worry about you."