Fun and trying times

Subject: Re: Fun and trying times Sat Nov 27, 2010 2:27 am

im getting that feeling again.

Subject: Re: Fun and trying times Sat Nov 27, 2010 2:42 am

mellina kept quiet while paying and holding the bags.

Subject: Re: Fun and trying times Sat Nov 27, 2010 2:49 am

as they leave the streets are empty. Mel-chan? why do you hide so much?

Subject: Re: Fun and trying times Sat Nov 27, 2010 3:09 am

"I don't know but that is what I do."mellina said quietly as they kept walking.

Subject: Re: Fun and trying times Sat Nov 27, 2010 3:16 am

are you worried you will get hurt if you show your heart

Subject: Re: Fun and trying times Sat Nov 27, 2010 3:29 am

mellina kept looking down but nods yes while walking.

Subject: Re: Fun and trying times Sat Nov 27, 2010 3:37 am

dont be. having the courage to open your heart is the first step in freeing yourself from the pain of loss.

Subject: Re: Fun and trying times Sat Nov 27, 2010 4:31 am

mellina looked quiet but looked at him.

"wait, really?"

Subject: Re: Fun and trying times Sat Nov 27, 2010 4:36 am

you said that i was lucky to have known my family. thats not true. when they died i closed my heart to avoid the pain but all i did was contain it and allow it to consume me. when you open youre heart youre pain will leave as well as you emotions getting held back by the pain.

Subject: Re: Fun and trying times Sat Nov 27, 2010 4:53 am

"I never knew that. I thought you didn't have that problem but I shouldn't talk."she said looking down, walking.

Subject: Re: Fun and trying times Sat Nov 27, 2010 5:01 am

yes you should. if you want i can share your pain make it easier for you to bear.

Subject: Re: Fun and trying times Sat Nov 27, 2010 5:11 am

mellina kept quiet but looked at him.

"I don't know, brandon. I get scared of doing that, it makes my heart beat in pain."

Subject: Re: Fun and trying times Sat Nov 27, 2010 5:17 am

That is your fear of the pain of loss. let it go. youre pain may run deeper than i know but i can bear it. i know i can.

Subject: Re: Fun and trying times Sat Nov 27, 2010 5:45 am

mellina looked at him still the same but felt more scared.

Subject: Re: Fun and trying times Sat Nov 27, 2010 5:50 am

please Mel-chan? i only want to help.

Subject: Re: Fun and trying times Sat Nov 27, 2010 12:04 pm

mellina looked at him then slowly at the ground, trying to be brave of opening her heart.

Subject: Re: Fun and trying times Sat Nov 27, 2010 7:09 pm

brandon kept quient wondering if he annoyed her

Subject: Re: Fun and trying times Tue Nov 30, 2010 10:39 pm

She kept trying but somehow, she still felt a bit sad and nervous but didn't know how to say it out loud.

Subject: Re: Fun and trying times Tue Nov 30, 2010 10:41 pm

im hungry do you want me to make you something too?

Subject: Re: Fun and trying times Tue Nov 30, 2010 10:57 pm

"I guess so..."she said to him.

Subject: Re: Fun and trying times Tue Nov 30, 2010 11:03 pm

great lets go to the day class kitchens ill whip us up some pancakes

Subject: Re: Fun and trying times Tue Nov 30, 2010 11:30 pm

"Whoa hold on, Brandon! WE are not allowed near that area remember?"mellina said but kept looking at him quiet.

Subject: Re: Fun and trying times Tue Nov 30, 2010 11:35 pm

its the only place that has food i dont care what the rules say im gonna cook.

Subject: Re: Fun and trying times Wed Dec 01, 2010 1:05 am

"But brandon, you can get into too much trouble."she said looking at him.

Subject: Re: Fun and trying times Wed Dec 01, 2010 1:20 am

we wont get cuaght every one is sleeping. cmon he dashes towards the kitchens.

» Two times, how about that?