Just existing.

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-has notebook and pencil in hands-
"Um.."
-hums a small tune then writes something down-
-sighs and leans against the tree next to the lake-
"Pft..."

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Did I say something? Oh yeah about... Sorry.

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"It's alright... You didn't know."

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-frowns-
If you really want to, you should just tell him. It's not healthy to bottle up your feelings like that.

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"What do I say, though? It's not like a few words will fix everything. People who are strong are the people who do best with fights and arguments. I've always been weak in this."

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You can practice on me.
-sits nose to nose in front of her-

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"Ok then... It was my fault, I guess... I miss you and you have every right to hate me. I can smile knowing that you're in the world and you're happy...."
-groans-
"No, that's just not me."

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Can you really be happy just knowing he's still out there? You can be standing an inch away from him, he completely ignores you, yet you smile? No, I think you're flattering yourself.
-looks into her eyes-
You can't live without him. You need him by your side, right? You won't be happy unless he's with you, and if he isn't then you have no reason to live, right?

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-stares back into his eyes-
"Right... And he'll always be with me, in my heart... But it will never be the same..."

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-smiles and backs up a bit-
Now write that down, I'm sure you could make something out of it.

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"Wait... What!?"
-pulls notebook close to chest-

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I know you write songs about your feelings in that notebook. I read it.

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-turns around and faces the tree-
"Bitch."
Don't be rude.. Well, I guess you could. It's you, after all.

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-laughs and starts walking away-
See you around, k?

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-leans against the tree again and sits down-
"Jeez..."

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-sighs and stares at the ground-
Everything lately has been so... Broken.
Nothing's broken, just bent.
-smiles- And we can learn to love again...
So you do remember.
I could never forget.. I just stopped singing it all of a sudden when it happened... -shrugs-

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About Ikuto's advice,
"AH! God, you scared me!"
Stay on guard, then.
"Whatever..."
AHEM!! About Ikuto's advice, don't go to sleep angry or sad. Always tell someone you love them before you fall asleep, because you might never wake up! Then, if you were in a fight, they'd hate you forever, get the giz?
"...Giz?"
Really? That's what you got from that?
"Jeez... Sorry..."
Damn right.
"You guys are harsh."
-wakes up- ...Wait, didn't Coltin leave?
"We weren't talking about Coltin! At least.. I don't think we were?"
You lost your chance... Shame.
"What!? Shut up, I'm over that guy!"
Coltin?
"Don't even mention his name!"
Oh well, you can die now.
"Wha-What!?"
I guess you could, there's no way of fixing you guys...
"What are you talking about!?"
Hm.
"I hate you all."
Fuck you too.

Subject: Re: Just existing. Tue Apr 02, 2013 11:58 pm

*sits in front of her*
"What's that?"
*points at her notebook*
"May I see?"

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"Huh?"
-hands her the notebook-
"Oh yeah, sure."

Subject: Re: Just existing. Wed Apr 03, 2013 12:00 am

"Are these songs? They're really pretty."
*flips the pages but stops at one of them*
"May I sing one?"

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"Um... Okay?"

Subject: Re: Just existing. Wed Apr 03, 2013 12:04 am

"Right from the start, you were a thief you stole my heart... And I, your willing victim... I let you see the parts of me that weren't all that pretty... And with every touch you fixed them... Now you've been talking in your sleep, oh oh, things you'd never say to me, oh oh, tell me that you've had enough... Of our love, our love... Just give me a reason, just a little bit's enough, just a second we're not broken just bent, and we can learn to love again! Oh, it's in the stars it's been written in the scars of our hearts, and we're not broken just bent, and we can learn to love again.."

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-smiles at her-
"I'm sorry, I don't understand, where all of this is coming from. I thought, that we were, fine... Yeah, we had everything. Your head is running wild again, my dear we still have everything, and it's all in your mind. You've been having real bad dreams, oh oh, you used to lie so close to me, oh oh, There's nothing more than empty sheets, between our love... Our love... Just give me a reason, just a little bit's enough, just a second we're not broken just bent, and we can learn to love again, it's in the stars it's been written in the scars on our hearts, and we're not broken just bent, and we can learn to love again..."

Subject: Re: Just existing. Wed Apr 03, 2013 12:09 am

*smiles back*
"Your voice is pretty."

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"Thank you. You do too."