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"Actually no...I actually wanted me to die." I looked down while just being quiet, bitting her lip. "When you did love me, I was happy but I felt so bad......it made me want to crush my heart and die so you could find someone better than me..."

She said nothing but looked quiet again, moving off him to sit on the grass.

he sat up and finished the fish and ate some. his mood was brought to maximum and he watched her quietly and smileing.

Mellina kept quiet looking at him eat but he just sighed, hugging her legs and gazing up at the moon.

s-so what made you agree to kiss me? he was still surprized and it had rendered him speechless until now. he finally spoke with out his mind and wanted to sit nearer to her but he didnt want her to feel uncomfortable.

Mellina kept quiet till she slowly looked up at him, her eyes gazing into his own eyes from whaterver color it was. She reaches up with her fingers, touching his lips as she just kept quiet. "......I wanted to...remember how it felt when we kissed. It's like it's slipping from my mind. Somehow, when you kiss me......I feel passion and happiness from it. Us together like yin and yang." Her voice kept sounding soft but she just kept looking at him as her fingers kept touching his lips.

she could feel his blood under his lips boiling and he smiled. its a start. i feel the same passion you do.

She shook her head but gently moves her fingers away from his lips looking at him. Mellina knew it was true even when she left; no matter what she did or said, she will love him for all time. She slowly stands up but looking up quiet."I'm suprised though. My mother told me that my race was used by others like trash and filth and yet....*eyes glowing from moonlight*..you always seemed to stay by me...just like she said."



"You still want to know what you can do to make me happy right brandon-kun? Well, I want you.....to help me. Somehow, something inside my heart is disappearing...and I don't wnat it to......*turns to face him* Please I beg you...I want you to help me feel....happiness again." She even gets on her knees but even bows to him again while eyes were closed.

OOC: wooooooooow ... umm wow i have no idea wha to say. talk about pulling a rabbit outta a hat. lol ill do my best but i aint got no hat. the best i can do is pull a rabbit outta my ass.

BIC: Brandon thought quietly for a moment to absorb the shock of her words and most of all her bow. slowly he knelt down and raised her hand to let her stand on her feet. Mellina? i will do my best to grant your wish. he hugged her and a few tears of joy fell on her cheek from his green eyes



I love you and i always will. and i will do what i can to help you stay happy for all time even beyond time. he smiled more. I am your eternal companion you are the sun that gives me life and the moon that gives me power. you are the sea that brings life and the gravity that keeps me safe from going too far. you are the air that sustains me and the only love of my eternal life. from this day on i vow to work my hardest to end your suffering and bring life to your world the way you have to mine.

OOCA: sorry had nothing profound... I had to spout my feelings for you in order to explain how he feels. im sorry.

ooc:that's okay but it's really sweet! *smiled hugging you now* You really know how to express your self well

bic:Mellina eyes widen in suprise but felt his tears falling on her shoulder. She didn't speak or move but just hugs him back, feeling a few tears too.

OOC: only if i spill my entire heart out... but thank you. *//////*

BIC: if you will have me. i will stay with you as long as possible.

ooc:you're welcome! :3

bic:"If only you want to...I felt so stupid..I just........I thought you.."

OOC: how ya doing?

BIC: Never. i love you forever no matter what you say or do. I will stick by you and try my best always.

ooc:I'm fine. you?


bic:"Then....maybe you should find someone else. I don't want to hurt you and look what happened. I did..."

OOC: tired but i have to leave soon i dont know when.

BIC: i cant do that... if you saw me in someone elses arms you would die from sadness. i know becuase i nearly do when Lu shows up. he was happy she was near and that was what he focused on.

ooc:I see. If your too tired, you could get rest now? I can come back later on today


bic:"True but.....I just don't want you sad if I was gone...........I like you smiling happy."

OOC: actually i have to take my employer to the doctor in less than half an hour ill be back but i dont know when.

BIC: your life makes me happy.

ooc:I see but that's okay. Their are more important things that everyone does


bic:"......"

OOC: i have to leave now. i will be back i promise. ill check Midnight crossings first

BIC:I mean it.

ooc:Okay

bic:She kept quiet looking at him but said nothing, feeling tears again but held them back.

he wiped a stray tear away from her eye thinking she was sad again but he wasnt sure. Are you still sad?