Erm.... Hey....

I'm trying to. Sorry if I disappear again. It's kinda.... Really difficult for me to stay around a lot of places. Expecially since all the crap going around these days. It's hard to keep up, y'know? Anyways, I'm glad you stayed.

i now the feeling

Yeah...

man college is hard

I wouldn't know. I'm not even in Highschool yet. I gotta wait until next year.

highschool is easy if you now math reading and writing.

Suck at math, am great at english.

im good at math if i take it slow i just think it bores me

That may be the same case for me. I'm normally okay with it, like right now I have a B+, but someties it's either way to boring or way to annoying and gives me a headache 'cause I don't know what the heck is going on.

in english i got a C+ last class and the class before that B+

now im in anatomy and phisiology and behavioral management

I don't know those classes 'cause I'm in 8th grade.

yeah you said that. im in college. its pretty tough. well for me anyways some classes are easy others are hard to focus on.

What collage do you go to? Also, sorry, I forgot I previously mentioned that, didn't mean to repeat myself.

its fien i go to bryanuniversity
its a good place

Hm, that sounds fun.

it is sorry abotu the long wait things have been crazy for me

You're cool. Same here, actually.

yeah and im working on getting a job oso im praying for one

One of my highschool teachers said he might make me get a job, so.

I wish you luck.

good and i have good news i did get a job i was homeless for a month and i managed to get one and move back in. i work at Toys R Us. im also forced to withdraw from my college classes because the household can barely afford food and bills even with my new income. it has been a busy time for me and i love my job it will never get old. i was having issues meeting my sales Quota and im not letting that discourage me. i have learned many things and gain lots of experience. when i start meeting and surpassing my quota i will gain more hours and by then i will have gained some ground on my health. i am still having issues drinking enough water and i am taking steps to resolve that before i get into my nutrition.

i really hope everythign works out for you being jobless in no fun and alot of stress you don't need in life a assure you. take care and keep in touch i will do my best to keep in touch here. i also reccomend you contact the other person i RPed with here. her name is Melissa i call her Mel and she needs people to talk to even if she says she doesn't want to talk. she is shy so work with her. it took me years of stories to have her open up but thats cuz im a guy she opens up to girls faster.

oh wow, im glad things are looking up for you now. i wish you all the luck dude, honestly.

and yeah i remember mel, id love to talk to her again sometime.

they are gettign better mom fell into he rold habits and every day is a fight and my school sent me a bill and money is still tight becuas emom doesnt know how to shop properly. those are the challenges. the good stuff is im doing much better at my job i am annoying my managers with my questions but im asking less and taking more action and initiative.